On the assumption that I am a simple biological mechanism then my only way of understanding how the world around me works is to learn things that I had previously never known. I must enlarge my mind through experiences that I could not have previously imagined, this is the only way of increasing my ability to know what is happening.
“I’m the one who’s gonna have to die when it’s time for me to die, so let me live my life the way I want to.”
“it seems to go on forever and ever and Oh my God its full of stars.”
if life in inherently purposeless and dying makes no difference, then why is it we so strongly object to death?
>I thought that God was telling me to give in and become one with everything, and that reality was going to collapse into singularity. I thought that my existence was actually Satan’s rebellion, and me trying to have control over my life was the cause of all suffering.
We are Satan/Lucifer’s rebellion, not being one with God is sin, we are the sinners. God wants nothing more than the suffering to stop and for us to return to God. We are the ones who refuse to bow before God.
Going ‘crazy’ is nothing more than being unable to handle the truth.
Universe strong. Man weak. Let universe do what it wants until leaves man alone. Man good again. (man i’ve lost my ability to fucking articulate anything in my brain)